okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Better Lift
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
what do you mean
ion
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
its good
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
i dont understand magnetisation
its good short few pages
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
as in
i want to do that too
not their contents
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
Today I felt like starting