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hello reader,

2 (actually index). two is company

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Better Lift

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Lift Analysis

much more tactility

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so at the end

Today I felt like starting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

I Write Goodbye Letter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

It Will Get Lighter

like magnets

propensity within someone

bro i read nothing in my life

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life