the site i am dreaming
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
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in a post. I want to be remembered
as in
or never left
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
yeah
barren land
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
yes
i have read not even 1 book
lol yea
fw
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
so an active mazelike process
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
brb i will read and reply sincerely
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Can I see
bro i read nothing in my life