you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

hiding from the rain

is this you as well

autonomy of learning

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

so the method has to be autonomous

much more tactility

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

all that is to say

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

abrar?

but i respect your search

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It Will Get Lighter

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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

we need to be deconstructing our identities

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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so at the end

was it worth it

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Slug

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf