I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
no longer writing in the third person
isaac newton
plato
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.whats your name?
like first name
have you read
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
what do you think my name is
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
hiding from the rain
Today I felt like starting
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
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