Today I felt like starting

Thank you, Jack

division of reality is straying away from it

what do you think my name is

yeah

so the method has to be autonomous

so at the end

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

plato

i was tempted to lie about my name

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf abrar

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

your feed looks like my tumblr

autonomy of learning

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

much more tactility

lol yea

feel you

i really havent

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i want to do that too

i have read not even 1 book

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

idk

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

yes

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting