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Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

no i haven't really read anything

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf abrar

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like magnets

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i love it here

its good

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Rain, starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

all that is to say

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Worse Lift

what do you mean

was it worth it

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

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as in

like first name

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.