division of reality is straying away from it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


Worse Lift

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

and the fake qualifier

that looks like my instagram account

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

no like which do people call me

i love it here

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

send link

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

it is hopeful

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason