Lift Analysis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Rain, starting

all that is to say

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

abrar?

really i want the internet

i want to do that too

fw

i love it here

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

feel you

what do you think my name is

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so an active mazelike process

i have read not even 1 book

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

idk

we need to be deconstructing our identities

you cannot feed someone truth

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

like magnets

thank you

it is hopeful

as in