i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

so at the end

its performative

its good

is this you as well

what do you mean

yeah

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

i love it here

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf abrar

so an active mazelike process

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

idk

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no like which do people call me

feel you