part of an old note. It will get lighter.

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December 2025

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

was it worth it

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

wait what is that

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Rain, starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

IWGD

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

currently

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Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

magnetises a pin

13, H, grate

as in

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

bro i read nothing in my life

it is hopeful

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

is this you as well

no like which do people call me

what do you think my name is

Thank you, Jack