the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

you have a beautiful account btw

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i see a website

Lift Analysis

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

your feed looks like my tumblr

in a post. I want to be remembered

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"Put a blanket."

kind of mythopoesis

lol

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting