we want to live the knowledge too live the content

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

so an active mazelike process

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we need to be deconstructing our identities

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

magnetisation/form

as in

i want to do that too

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

what do you mean

what do you think my name is

not their contents

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah

propensity within someone

i really havent

plato

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

the site i am dreaming

December 2025

isaac newton

...

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It Will Get Lighter

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models