a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

in a post. I want to be remembered

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I am below everything.

Worse Lift

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

but really the thing should be autonomous


mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

god being the centre magnet

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i dont understand magnetisation

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

idk

have you read

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

was it worth it