god being the centre magnet

all that is to say

its performative

but really the thing should be autonomous

magnetisation/form

autonomy of learning

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

in a post. I want to be remembered

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

you have a beautiful account btw

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Can I see

Thank you, Jack

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful