But seriously, thank you, Jack

Better Lift

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

13, H, grate

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Style

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It Will Get Lighter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Worse Lift

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

you have a beautiful account btw

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i love it here

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i want to do that too

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

all that is to say

we can only engage in such a way

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13