One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

yes

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

autonomy of learning

much more tactility

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

that looks like my instagram account

i have read not even 1 book

Better Lift

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

plato

i dont understand magnetisation

i love it here

its good

Style

we need to be deconstructing our identities