all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

ahnaf abrar

sorry i am texting like a slav

division of reality is straying away from it

autonomy of learning

its good

so an active mazelike process

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i dont understand magnetisation

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I Write Goodbye Letter


i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

no i haven't really read anything

December 2025

i really havent

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

ion

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so at the end

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

plato

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

wait what is that

...

1

Thank you, Jack

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

2 (actually index). two is company