I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

Rain, starting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

brb i will read and reply sincerely

we can only engage in such a way

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i see a website

i really havent

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

isaac newton

you cannot feed someone truth

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Better Lift

send your tumblr

i have read not even 1 book

all that is to say

sorry i am texting like a slav

god being the centre magnet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Worse Lift

its good

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things