barren land

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

much more tactility

fw

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

idk

bro i read nothing in my life

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetises a pin

so at the end

i dont understand magnetisation

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

that looks like my instagram account

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah

no like which do people call me

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

not their contents

or never left

what do you mean

like first name

sorry i am texting like a slav

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

we need to be deconstructing our identities


She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.