the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i really havent

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

abrar?

magnetises a pin

i was tempted to lie about my name

plato

ion

lol yea

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

fw

whats your name?

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i have read not even 1 book

i really havent

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

and the fake qualifier

is everyoneback on tumblr now

It Will Get Lighter

Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.

that looks like my instagram account

or never left

its good short few pages

send your tumblr

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

i love it here

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

no i haven't really read anything

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.