ahnaf abrar

it is hopeful

god being the centre magnet

all that is to say

i love it here

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

IWGD

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

as in

what do you think my name is

in a post. I want to be remembered

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

magnetisation/form

division of reality is straying away from it

isaac

so the method has to be autonomous

1

yeah

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

ion

so at the end

like magnets

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.