i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i really havent

as in

isaac

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

plato

its good

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

in a post. I want to be remembered

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Worse Lift

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

division of reality is straying away from it

god being the centre magnet

so the method has to be autonomous

which magnetises chains of pins

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I Write Goodbye Letter

sorry i am texting like a slav

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them