bro i read nothing in my life

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

lol

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

much more tactility

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that looks like my instagram account

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thank you, Jack

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

no like which do people call me

is this you as well

abrar?

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

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okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

hello reader,

i dont understand magnetisation

division of reality is straying away from it