I Write Goodbye Letter

plato

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

isaac

ion

It Will Get Lighter

December 2025

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

feel you

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

currently

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter