She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

in a post. I want to be remembered

i love it here

we can only engage in such a way

ahnaf abrar

magnetisation/form

all that is to say

its good

as in

we need to be deconstructing our identities

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

whats your name?

abrar?

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Slug

bro i read nothing in my life

send link



yeah

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

not their contents

so the method has to be autonomous

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you