i was tempted to lie about my name

its good

that looks like my instagram account

abrar?

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

feel you

as in

we need to be deconstructing our identities

sorry i am texting like a slav

what do you mean

its good short few pages

no i haven't really read anything

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

its performative

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

not their contents

isaac

i dont understand magnetisation

magnetises a pin

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

what do you think my name is

i see a website

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

ahnaf abrar

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

or never left

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything