It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

autonomy of learning

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Style

IWGD

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

much more tactility

i love it here

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

division of reality is straying away from it

thank you

that looks like my instagram account

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

so an active mazelike process

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

bro i read nothing in my life

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.