But seriously, thank you, Jack

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah

like first name

abrar?

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

so an active mazelike process

and the fake qualifier

ion

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i dont understand magnetisation

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

the site i am dreaming

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no longer writing in the third person

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

like magnets

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

magnetises a pin

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It Will Get Lighter