i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

yeah

plato

what do you mean

i want to do that too

no like which do people call me

what do you think my name is

so the method has to be autonomous

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

as in

is this you as well

autonomy of learning

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Better Lift

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate