i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


autonomy of learning

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

is everyoneback on tumblr now

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

hiding from the rain

much more tactility

It Will Get Lighter

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!


and the fake qualifier

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

was it worth it

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

like first name