so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain

Better Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


1

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Picture

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Style

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


It Will Get Lighter


propensity within someone

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

yes

its performative

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

that looks like my instagram account

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

IWGD