that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

really i want the internet

i see a website

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

lol

so at the end

its performative

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

autonomy of learning

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

propensity within someone

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

so an active mazelike process

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

wait what is that

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse


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