but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

really i want the internet

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so at the end

i want to do that too

is this you as well

is everyoneback on tumblr now

yeah

wait what is that

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but i respect your search

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Can I see

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

hiding from the rain

Rain, starting

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

send link

autonomy of learning

i really havent