Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

and the fake qualifier

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Lift Analysis

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

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i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

autonomy of learning

magnetisation/form

division of reality is straying away from it

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.