ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

plato

is this you as well

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

what do you mean

no i haven't really read anything

yeah

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its performative

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

feel you

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i was tempted to lie about my name

its good

so the method has to be autonomous

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i have read not even 1 book

hiding from the rain

all that is to say

what do you think my name is

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

that looks like my instagram account