the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

kind of mythopoesis

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

you cannot feed someone truth

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

abrar?

no like which do people call me

is everyoneback on tumblr now

so an active mazelike process

yeah

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

we can only engage in such a way

i see a website

ahnaf abrar

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

currently

division of reality is straying away from it

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

have you read

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

ion

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying