ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
this will be about a slug

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It Will Get Lighter

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

division of reality is straying away from it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

and the fake qualifier

we can only engage in such a way

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

propensity within someone

was it worth it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Style

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

the site i am dreaming

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Today I felt like starting

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

I am below everything.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

no i haven't really read anything

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

what do you mean