It Will Get Lighter

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

in a post. I want to be remembered

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so an active mazelike process

13, H, grate

all that is to say

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

as in

propensity within someone

magnetises a pin

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

isaac newton

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you have a beautiful account btw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its good