okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

it is hopeful

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Can I see

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is this you as well

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i want to do that too

all that is to say

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

wait what is that

i love it here

magnetises a pin

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

not their contents