i want to do that too
propensity within someone
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
not their contents
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
hiding from the rain
Better Lift
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
so an active mazelike process
really i want the internet
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Today I felt like starting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.division of reality is straying away from it
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
magnetisation/form