the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

13, H, grate

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

so an active mazelike process

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

as in

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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so the method has to be autonomous

It Will Get Lighter

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

propensity within someone

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?