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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
i dont understand magnetisation
so the method has to be autonomous
propensity within someone
It Will Get Lighter
no longer writing in the third person
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what
you're saying
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off
board but you seemed interesting
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
that looks like my instagram account
so an active mazelike process