But seriously, thank you, Jack

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god being the centre magnet

ahnaf abrar

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

its performative

ion

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

feel you

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

2 (actually index). two is company

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I Write Goodbye Letter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

...

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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