and the fake qualifier

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Better Lift

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

IWGD

but really the thing should be autonomous

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

division of reality is straying away from it

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

have you read

no longer writing in the third person

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

magnetisation/form

its good

isaac

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

yeah

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49