"Put a blanket."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it is hopeful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

like first name

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

its performative

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

lol

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so an active mazelike process

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

your feed looks like my tumblr

yeah

was it worth it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

but really the thing should be autonomous

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Today I felt like starting

the site i am dreaming