ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so at the end

or never left

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i have read not even 1 book

your feed looks like my tumblr

so the method has to be autonomous

idk

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

not their contents

its performative

barren land

bro i read nothing in my life

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I Write Goodbye Letter

as in

yeah

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

wait what is that

not so on: yvf(wthw)

...

...

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

IWGD

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

magnetisation/form

no longer writing in the third person