We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah

i was tempted to lie about my name

like magnets

ion

is this you as well

feel you

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

isaac newton

lol

isaac

...

that looks like my instagram account

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so the method has to be autonomous

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

but really the thing should be autonomous

what do you think my name is

division of reality is straying away from it

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the site i am dreaming

so an active mazelike process