Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

hiding from the rain

no longer writing in the third person


i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue




with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Style

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

currently

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt