They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

kind of mythopoesis

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

and the fake qualifier

barren land

Slug

so the method has to be autonomous

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

...

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

lol yea

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

all that is to say

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

"Put a blanket."

Thank you, Jack

you cannot feed someone truth

we can only engage in such a way

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

It Will Get Lighter

yeah

2 (actually index). two is company

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation